My husband and I had working in Europe for 13 years. In Feb he died suddenly and unexpectedly. I am totally shocked and trying to figure out what to do. I know that I can not stay in the apartment I am in without more stable support for more than 6 months. Knowing I have to move, I have to decide where. I am not with an agency, and I now have to decide what to do and how to go forward. Most of time has been spent on prayer and Administration. If anyone has any suggestions, idea, thoughts I would appreciate it. Prayers are appreciated too.